Good morning Caleb,
Today is a brand new day. Let us see what it brings shall we. Yesterday we went trick or treating with sissy and I will be honest with you. I had a hard time enjoying myself. All I could seem to think about was you. All of those other people who had their cute little babies with them, all dressed up in their cute little costumes. You could hear all of the remarks people were making about those babies. I seen people pushing strollers. I seen little babies who wanted out of their strollers so they could walk around like big kids. Their was even a baby in front of us whose little sister and brother were helping them walk. My hands felt so empty without a stroller to push around as well. Sissy was busy off doing her own thing, really not paying a whole lot of attention to us. I felt so cold and alone. Like I was not supposed to be there, like nobody wanted me there. It was extremely hard for me to shake that feeling. I was ready to go home the minute we got there. If Halloween is this tough for me, how is Christmas going to be? It is a good thing that I have God beside me, along with mommy, bubby and sissy. Even still I know that it is going to be super tough on me. I prayed for the peace of God’s wonderful love and he came through for me. While we were setting down for a break by the playground equipment sissy walked up to me and said, “daddy will you teeter-totter with me?” I instantly felt awash in the overflowing grace of God.
Today is a brand new day……..
I Love you like a fat kid loves cake,
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