Good morning Caleb, wake up sleepyhead. Here we go with another day. What shall we do today? It is raining outside so we have to find something to do inside today. Your brother and sister will not be to happy, but I will find a way to keep them occupied. If you were here with us right now, I would not have to worry about doing much of anything. You definitely would keep them occupied. I can see it now. They would be trying to play and you would be right up in the middle of the action. You would want to play with everything. I would have to jump in and be the referee. Because sharing was just not something that you cared to do at your young age. To you, everything was yours. Boy did that quality in you really test my patience. There were times that I had to whip out the “ole” size 10 1/2 if you know what I mean. You were starting to get the hang of it though.
Food was like gold to you. You could not get enough of it. Always wanted more of it. It almost seemed as if you were hunting for it on a constant basis. There was even a couple of times I caught you in the trash can trying to eat. As a father I cannot say that I really liked that to well, but you did not seem to mind. When it came to sharing your food with someone, you could not even begin to comprehend that one. Every once in a great while you would offer to share though. When you did, it was so genuine. I loved that quality in you.
When I think about stuff like this, I really miss you. I think to myself, “if only God would let me have one more day with you.” In the end all I left with is the awesome memories that we have together. You are really alive inside me bubby. I thank you for that strength. It allows me to help out anyone who is in pain. When you died my soul grew exponentially. I love you son. More than anything in this world. Thank you again for being my angel. You go have a good day in Heaven today and I will see you soon okay.
I love you like a fat kid loves cake,