Good morning Caleb,
You sure do like to play peek-a-boo don’t you? That was your favorite thing to do at bedtime. I would drape the covers down over you. They would completely cover you up. I would take turns uncovering your face and feet. “peeeeekaaaaaaaboo!” You loved it. Every once in a while I would throw an occasional tickle in there. We played the game for a few minutes. Then it was time for you to hit the sack. Apparently you like to play this game in spirit as well because now you play it with me.
The last couple of days have been really rough on me. It is almost time for bubby to go back home. I am going to really miss him, then I will be without both of my boys. It is going to be a really sad day for daddy when the time finally comes for him to leave. It seems as if this is all I can think about. Once again I going to have to muster up the strength to experience loss. It will be ok though. I am quite sure that I will be able to pull through it alright. After all I will still have mommy and sissy.
I must be in a rut because I have been really uptight these past couple of days. Bubby will you and God please help me to pull out of this. I remember when you first passed people always talked about how there were going to be some really tough times. This must be one of them, because I cannot seem to shake my blues away. I don’t know. I miss you bubby. Well I need to get up and go to work, which by the way is a place I cannot stand.
I love you like a fat kid loves cake,
To my readers
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