RSS

Tag Archives: Good Morning

Deuteronomy 30:16 GNB

(16) “If you obey the commands of the Lord your God, which I give you today, if you love him, obey him, and keep all his laws, then you will prosper and become a nation of many people.  The Lord your God will bless you in the land that you are about to occupy.”

 
Leave a comment

Posted by on February 9, 2015 in Daily Inspiration

 

Tags: , , , , , , , , , ,

The Short and Narrow Road

Good morning Caleb, 

 

Did you have a good time yesterday?  I know that I sure did.  On a different note.  I felt you in our room last night.  But I do not recall you lying down on the bed with us.  It was almost as if you came in, looked at us, smiled and turned away.  Needless to say, but I knew you were there.  When you do things like that it sends a very reassuring feeling over me that says, “I am here with you daddy.”  Words cannot express how awesome it is to have my very own angel.  I love you son.  

 

Your mother and I came before God yesterday in marriage.  I really have no clue as to where God is leading us, but all I can say is let His will be done.  He has great control over our lives and we will spend the rest of our lives following where He leads us.  This is just another part in His wonderful plan for me.  Why don’t you do me a big favor son.  Go run up to him right now and give him a really big HUG!  Will you do that for me? 

 

When I was 10 years old, I went to this church in a small town not to far from here.  I was there that I received the Lord as my savior.  Now that I look back at the last 20 years I realize that it was there that I decided to get off of the wide road and take the path less traveled.  Ever since then my life has been filled with a flood of different experiences.  With loss being the most prominent.  It seems as if that is what I am here on this Earth for.  Unfortunately, I have become very good in dealing with loss.  I think that your death son was very empowering.  It made me realize how awesome your mother is.  It gave to me a strength that not very many people have.  I will use this gift that was given to me to raise a strong family in God’s name.  Thank you son, that one thing alone makes me love you even more than I already do.

 

Today I take a different stance in life.  I will continue on this rocky path that I have chosen for myself.  In Jesus name, let His will be done.  I am not afraid either.  I see you son standing at the end of this road waiting for me.  When the day finally does come and I reach you.  I will bend down and pick you up and give to you the biggest hug that I have ever given to anyone.  Until then son, I have a family to raise and who knows what else.  I will see you when my job is done.  I hope that you have an awesome day in heaven today.  We are all thinking about you.

I love you like a fat kid loves cake,

Daddy

 

Related articles

 


 
Leave a comment

Posted by on July 17, 2011 in Letters to Caleb

 

Tags: , , , , , , ,

Another Day in Time

 

Good morning Caleb, 

I had a really good sleep last night.  I felt at peace for the first time in a while.  Mommy and I went out on a date.  We had a good time, we really needed it.  After all, we spend 99.9% of our time with you kiddos, so I like to think  that we deserved it.  We ended up going to a book store where mommy and I bought a couple of books.  One on how to play the drums, the other was a Chicken Soup book on dealing with grief.  Grandma watched bubby while we were away and sissy went to Rodger’s house for the weekend.  It was really nice to spend time with mommy alone.  I love her so much.

It has been two months now since you took your walk with God.  It seems like it has been way longer than that.  I really do not know why.  If I could just fast forward time to the end of life so that I could be with you again.  In reality I do not wish that though.  I need to stay here on Earth for a little while and do what it is I have to do.  I will tell you one thing though son.  I will spend the rest of my natural-born life living for you and God.  There will never be a day that I do not think of you.  It will go on till the day I die.  I pray to God that through this blog I reach lots and lots of people, so they to can see how awesome you are.  I have a request.  Grandma and Grandpa are having a really tough time dealing with your loss.  Will you help to strengthen them, you know just let them know that you are ok.  God will you please grant my parents serenity.  Give them strength.  In Jesus name, Amen.

Well son, daddy needs to get ready for the day.  Bubby will be up really soon and he is going to demand 100% of my attention.  I want to give that to him.  I hope that you have an awesome day in heaven today.  Heck, who am I kidding.  You are having the time of your life.  I miss you son.  I can feel you in my soul each and every day.  Continue to live through me so that people can see.

I love you like a fat kid loves cake,

Daddy

To my readers

 

Thank you so very much for stopping by here.  I hope and pray for each of your children to have awesome lives.  Protect them, because they can and will get away from you in a moments notice.  Then your life will be changed forever.  Trust me, this is a club that YOU! do not want to be apart of.  God bless each one of you and I love you…..Jeffrey

Related articles


 
1 Comment

Posted by on July 9, 2011 in Letters to Caleb

 

Tags: , , , , ,

Spiritual Awakening

Good morning bubby,   it’s my little chunky monkey.  “Gimme a hug big boy! “… “Daddy!”… “I love you.”

What a sight huh?  I love that memory of you.  I will never, ever forget it.  I would open that door up at there you would be.  You would climb out of your bed so fast.  You would come running to me and give me a super hug.  I can tell you that just thinking about that sets my soul at ease.  There was so much love at that point.  A way of saying, ” lets start another day daddy”  If the rest of the day could be like this, could you imagine how awesome that would be.  Someday we will have that son.  But for right now I have to stay here and take care of  mommy, sissy and bubby.  I tell you what though, it seems so empty without you.  I keep hearing that the hole will get smaller. When is that going to happen?  It is not all bad though.  I do have good days.  Days when I stand up and say, “okay I have to move on”  Then I have what I like to call a “good day.”  But you see, that is what I love about this memory.  It just makes me feel so good inside.  Like a spiritual awakening.  I love you so very much son.  Thank you for being my little angel.  

I love you like a fat kid loves cake, 

Daddy

I love little thoughts like this.  How can you not?  Any parent would agree.  I know I have not said it in a little while, but “thank you.”  “Thank you for reading about my little angel”  “I want his name to live on forever, and that is what this is all about.”…….Jeffrey

 
Leave a comment

Posted by on June 16, 2011 in Letters to Caleb

 

Tags: , , ,

 
%d bloggers like this: