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Thinking of You Again

Dear Caleb, Hey there little man.  How is heaven treating you?  I know, I know, it is silly of me to ask such a crazy question.  You are hanging out with God what can be more awesome than that?  As for us, mommy, your brothers and sister and I are all doing really well.  I have not checked in with you in while but that is because I figured you have a whole lot better things to do then to keep coming back down here to comfort me.  I was talking to a gentleman the other day about you and he gave me some really good insight on letting you go so that you could just enjoy your time in heaven.  I took heed of this advice, so we will see where it leads me. Last night we were at dinner with a friend, we shared your story with them.  Once again it got me thinking of you.  I showed them the picture of you staring up at God during the Easter party the year you died.  I realized then how much I truly still hurt inside because of you being gone.  There will always be a part of my heart that is dedicated to you, and these letters are an extension of my heart. One thing I can rest on though, I know one day I will be in heaven with you and I am gonna give you a super hug, you know like the ones we used to give each other.

I love you like a fat kid loves cake,

Daddy

 
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Posted by on February 9, 2015 in Letters to Caleb

 

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Deuteronomy 30:16 GNB

(16) “If you obey the commands of the Lord your God, which I give you today, if you love him, obey him, and keep all his laws, then you will prosper and become a nation of many people.  The Lord your God will bless you in the land that you are about to occupy.”

 
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Posted by on February 9, 2015 in Daily Inspiration

 

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Good Direction

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There will come a day in your grief when you think that you have finally overcome.  A day when you think that all is well.  A day when you think that you are finally rising through the ashes.  Only to find that you are simply having a great day in grief.  Embrace days like this and build on them.  The grass is truly greener on the other side.

 
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Posted by on February 8, 2015 in After the Ashes

 

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Memory Lane

Hey bubby it is daddy again.  Today did turn out to be a pretty good day.  Mommy was just talking to me.  She said that she felt you standing behind her in the bedroom last night.  You should not scare your mother like that.  She had a hard time sleeping last night because of it.  You do not need to be so scared of us.  You are more than welcome to come and get into bed with us.  It is okay you will not get into trouble.  In fact if you want to, you can come up here right between us.  We  will keep you nice and safe.  What was that you said?…….. yes son, I know that God is taking good care of you.  I just miss you a whole bunch.

I remember all of the cool stuff that we used to do together.  I have a hard time setting out on the back steps.  Every time I look at the back yard I picture you running around playing.  I picture you playing with the neighbors chickens.  I picture you climbing up onto the swing set and saying, ” I am ready daddy!”  Then how I would come over and push you on the swing.  Now when I look at the backyard it seems so empty.  Like there is a big hole ripped in it.  I seems so gloomy, even on a sunny day.

I really do not know how long it will take for your mother and I to be happy again, but I do know that it will be bumpy.  So make sure you and God are on standby to pick us up when we fall.  I am sure it will happen many times.  We love and miss you a whole lot bubby.  Make sure that you listen to God.  I gave him permission to whip your butt.

I love you like a fat kid loves cake,

Daddy

To my readers

Good night everybody.  Thank you for listening to me.  I love you all.

 
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Posted by on May 19, 2011 in Letters to Caleb

 

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