Good Direction

There will come a day in your grief when you think that you have finally overcome.  A day when you think that all is well.  A day when you think that you are finally rising through the ashes.  Only to find that you are simply having a great day in grief.  Embrace days like this…

Can You Tell Me Why?

“There is a candle burning brightly for you here son. every night at the dinner table we light it. It helps us to to remember you forever.” We use symbols to remember the loved ones that has passed before us. Why is it that we do that? That is the million dollar question for the…

I Saved Him!

In order for this story to make sense please read this post first.  About Caleb So there I was….  Sleeping soundly in my bed last night.  I slipped off into dreamland.  I was taken back to the day that Caleb passed.  Everything was just as it was on that day.  I was in the yard…

How About The Other Ear

Ok here is part two of my ranting and raving.  what is it with companies being picky about who they choose to hire.  It seems as if the hiring system for employment is as screwed up as the family court system.  The wrong thing seems to happen to the good people.  The only thing left…

An Ear Please

New times have risen for me and my family.  The grass was only greener on the other side for just a little bit.  I was just setting here wondering why it is that It seems why I am not allowed to have children.  Is this supposed to be some sort of lesson that I am…