To my little Caleb, Wow! I cannot believe how long it has been already since you left us. It really seems like it was only yesterday. I guess that day, time stood still for me. Everyday that I wake up it feels the same. Every time that I think about you it feels the same….
Month: May 2011
Another Week Begins
Good morning son, Well it is that time again. Monday. It is time for you and sissy to go to daycare and for mommy and daddy to go back to work. So open your eyes up little sleepy head. It is time to wake up. We don’t have to rush though, we can take…
Our Daily Routine
Good morning son, I just woke up a little bit ago. I made my pot of coffee like I always do. I sat down at my computer to enjoy my little piece of quiet before the day begins. In a normal day you would be getting up in a little while. I would set here…
Be Careful
Good morning son. I woke up thinking about you this morning. All I know is that I really, really miss you. When I die the first person I am gonna look for in Heaven is you. You can count on it. Pretty soon your bubby will be coming to stay with us. You love him…
Memory Lane
Hey bubby it is daddy again. Today did turn out to be a pretty good day. Mommy was just talking to me. She said that she felt you standing behind her in the bedroom last night. You should not scare your mother like that. She had a hard time sleeping last night because of it….
Giving Thanks
Good morning Caleb, Well I tell you what, I am feeling a little better today. I actually think that today will be one of the better days. I got a decent nights sleep last night and I woke this morning feeling a little rested. It is going to be warm outside today. Hopefully the sun…
I Got the Message
Hey bubby. I got that message from you today when I was mad at Mommy. It really made me realize how much she means to me. I just wanted to let you know that I got it. I love you like a fat kid loves cake, Daddy Quite an interesting experience here. Just another one…
Was I Right or Wrong?
Life seems so wrong right now. I feel as if I am a terrible parent. To have let happen to you what happened. Will you ever forgive me? Unless you show yourself to me and tell me that all is ok and that you still love me. I wish now that I would have spent…
Just Some Thoughts
Good morning son, it is almost time for me to go to work now. I will be thinking about you all day long. If you were still here I would be getting you and your sister up out of bed to feed you breakfast. I set here bedside your bedroom door. What I would give…
A Hole in the Heart.
In the morning when I wake up, I feel you. I know that you are around me. I can feel you. So why don’t you quit hiding from me and come out to play. At night I leave your bedroom door open so that you can come and sleep with me. Where are you? I push…
A Father's Love 